Allyfeel

在BB出世以后，我很渴望平淡。但当我有了平淡，我又不甘于平淡。生活在这么矛盾的情况之下我感觉好难受。当我立志要重出江湖，老天爷却让我碰着了怀才不遇。哈！我只以苦笑来娱乐。 看着身边的人一个比一个的有成就，我有点沮丧。沮丧自己一无所有，没有“名” ，没有“利“。后再想深一层，有名有利会一定开心吗？虽然我没名没利，庆幸还有BB 和嗲地的陪伴。 “人” 是非常复杂的动物，真不容易做。你有同感吗？ 我真的要好好磨炼一下 ”心不随境转“ 的功夫呀！ My first attempt writing Chinese. Sorry ler, no translation available. Have a good day. I will be back soon.

Thought of sharing this to Durian Fans out there. I am so keen to go but looking for kaki now. Bb daddy don't fancy Durian. Luckily bb is......hahaha, thanks to me. After reading michelle's article of durian in Balik Pulau...aww...cannot resist this. Just received an sms from bb daddy. It says, okay I will go with you but I don't fancy Durian. :) Yupieeeee....!!! Date: July 15, 2006 -Saturday Time: 10.30am-4pm Venue: Car park area of Hotel Armada Price: RM10 adult/RM8 child Update: "SOB SOB" Ticket all sold out, respond were so great. Anyone out there has ways to get hold of the ticket? "MEGA SOB" What a waste!!!

These are one of those art works that bb created with the help of Sri in art classes that Mil enrolled him couple of weeks ago. He likes it very much and draw almost everyday at home. Although it was abstract but there are stories behind every one of them. Eg: when asked about what he drew in the class, he told teacher that “ Pair der (uncle in Hainanese) fly fly in airplane to Germany and fly back”. Wow! Now I know, it is a good way to express himself thru art. Only he knows what he draws. Last night he took out his photo album again and I asked him to point at uncles and aunties, he circulate his fingers like drawing circles before pointing to them naughtily. It was cute I think. Oh ya, I compiled his first 6 months photos and videos and made them into VCD for him to watch lately. Of coz, it started with my fat and suffering face on the hospital bed. Guess what? One day mil called me at work; she said Bb turned very emotional over certain part of the video and asked to speak to me. H

No one was home when I arrived on Friday evening. Bb went out with Pil for some shopping. I strolled alone in the garden and found newly build goal post with raffia string as net in red, blue and green. Not bad eh? It was a joint effort from Sri and Suktei(mil Cambodian maid) for the little one. Thanks to the soccer craze in this recent month, bb also got himself a new target whenever he tries to kick a ball. There is no bb there to capture any professional player in action except a lonesome ball in the warm evening sun. I took some snapshots of the garden bb plays in daily and an egg carton creation(Human Head). It was an art direction from mother in law to Sri. She saw a kid cutting cartons out to form various characters in her massage parlour. For this, I must say a big thank you to her for doing such great job taking care of my kid without any reward. Without her and fil’s support, hubby and I would not be so at ease like what we are now. Why so touchy feely one??? No idea…. Saturd

A couple of weeks ago, we attended a kid’s costume party. Bb dressed as Aladdin boy and attracted a lot of Ooh-ed and ah-ed from onlookers during the journey there. Kids were all dressed up as princess, angel, Haiwaian girl, Spidermen, Flash, Kimono, Soldier and many more. They all looked so adorable. The party started around 4pm with dancing, fashion showing and some usual kid’s activities. It was quite crowded, lovely angels in sweet costumes were everywhere. Bb was overexcited and did not settle for an afternoon nap before the party. Therefore, he appeared to be a little tired with teeny red and teary eyes; however, he has a lot of fun at the party. Did you notice his red hat with huge aqua feather? I was so proud of him; he managed to keep it on until the end of the party before handing it over to me. It was a fun process choosing a costume for him. We dropped by at one party shop and a photography studio in Mt. Kiara before deciding on this Aladdin outfit. We were contemplating we

It has been a while since I blog off! Just had a chat with Jazzmint today, read some articles from blogging land, and heard some plagiarism news here and there, very shocking indeed! I just hope that things will be better and those who plagiarize had learnt the lesson well. Here are some images from a recent trip to Melacca with bb and hubby to a friend’s wedding. It was a new experience for bb who turned moody during the HOT day driving back from the historical land.

I just wonder how much bb has grown. Having to spend the mere two days last weekend with him, I realized his head has grown bigger while stroking his hair. He has grown taller and much chattier and he knows what he is saying. He eats more, sleeps better and plays really well too. Sometimes I find the way he plays a little too dangerous. He would rock while crossing a long wooded log in Gymboree; jump without holding my hand from a higher place towards padded mattress, slide on his tummy instead of sitting. Hmm…I kept reminding him that he could not do all this at home. At home, he likes to jump into his walker, yea the one he used to walk while he was still a baby. He will spin and spin non-stop in it and run fast banging towards the table, shelf, and walls. He likes talking to himself too nowadays. Hubby was teasing that it’s Single Child Syndrome. I don’t think so la…it’s part and puzzle of growing up. The other day, I saw him reading my book, which I left on the study table. He pick